Category: hope for/ trust in


Just to Be alive

I’m glad he made it this far

all twenty years of him.

& he may be young & stupid

but he will make it through all of this.

He will grow wise & older

& someday, truly be a man.

if he can make it to that meadow

& just stay alive till then.

just to be alive

just to spend another day,

growing one day wiser

Lord, i pray, day by day…

I want to build you a castle
With stones of joy and trust
And a moat to surround it
Filled with the tears we’ve overcome
I want glowing stained-glass windows,
Cut into rising steeples, noble and grand;
As vivid as the story glowed in your eyes,
Towering miles above where we began.
I want rainbows to beam across our sky.
From white clouds floating in the blue.
Like the clouds we breathed on winter nights
As you pulled me closer to you.
Will you help me build this castle?
And then rule this kingdom with me?
It doesn’t have to last forever…
I just need to know they aren’t all make-believe

… (this wasn’t written about/for anyone. It mostly just came to me as I saw my breath turn into a white cloud in the cold air tonight. And somehow this little poem came out of that. But, i still think it’s sorta cool. so enjoy)

I want to paint a song for you
Sing a picture onto the canvas of your heart.
I want to smear colors of every shade & hue
With vivid words, unbeknownst to art

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Shade the shadow of the moon
Illuminate the sunrise’s glow.
Capture the lighting’s blinding light
Or the glittered sparkles of the snow

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Spray the roar of a pounding water fall
And color the [hushed] babbles of a brook..
Sketch the crowd’s cheers at a football game.
I want you to see these/them without having to look.

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Echo the vastness of the sky,
Sketch the flutter of a butterfly’s wing…
Stain the thunder’s startling crash,
As I paint your world with the words I sing.

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Oh, I wish my voice could shine,
So that it might light up your days
My fear is our sparks fading dull,
So, let me paint away your greys…

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I hope we never see our roses blanch
Nor abandon our work of art…
And if you just let me try to paint
my love on the canvas of your heart…
you shall find my colors and words
are only the future’s start

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~Lianna J.

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This was not written for/about any person in particular. I was just drawing and painting with the kids I care for, and one of them asked me to help him draw words. Somehow that phrase seemed worth remembering to me, and inspired me to write this. ~January 18, 2011

two tiny green rain-boots

scamper across the lawn

mindless of the wet dew

at the glow of dawn

water sloshes rhythmically

as her dainty arms swing

to her antique water-can

her little fingers cling

with back pressed to the decaying wood

she leans into the creaking gate

entering into her magical world

that only she could create

… her princess garden

On the fresh gentle breeze,

floats a sweet aroma of spring.

Her auburn hair waves weightlessly

as the birds begin to sing

that’s only place she is free & safe

free of the shouting & abuse

princess gently bolts the heavy door

& peels off her slippery shoes

for this ground is soft & gentle

when her bare feet dance around

weaving a halo of vines & blossoms

she tenderly balances her crown

mossy walls shield from sight

the magical kingdom she reigns

with innocence still untainted

her past holds no guilt or stains

her garden is her secret

a courtyard enchanted

with the spell of innocence

& all the love implanted

one by one with water & love

the blooms are showered from her pitcher of tin

princess renewed this palace

though it had not always such been

for long ago, in another time

it had been the temple of kings

an ancient people had built these walls

filling it with most treasured things

but all the gold & silver treasures

princess gathered into a coffer

then buried it with disinterest

in what money had to offer

she prunes & plants

she aerates, she weeds

she waters & sows

rows of flower seeds

butterflies flutter among the blooms

of every imaginable color

saturated with vivid hues

awakening the soul to wonder

She breathes in the peace,

breathes out a wishful sigh,

then longs for powerful wings

and the freedom to fly…

this could possibly be one of the most cliche poems I’ve ever written… Just the same, I find it worthy of posting.

Cutting hearts into the sun
With fingers curled round
Connected thumb to thumb
Making shadows on the ground

Playing tag in the sand

He reaches out & grabs her hand

He captures her in his arms

Both her body & her heart

As they lie there side by side
Clouds floating overhead
that he’d always seen as shapeless
became dragons & unicorns instead

She begs him to dance with her

Right there, on the beach alone.

He says “there ain’t no music playin’.”

She says, “We’ll make our own!”

How did she get him here?
Twirling her to no tune,
hearing himself singing softly,
Under that late july moon?

He never thought himself a fool

he’s always had things under control

But he’d never been so captivated,

so confused by such a precious soul.

Strolling with fingers intertwined
The wind plays with her hair
She carries a seashell away with her…
“It will be my little piece of here.”

Just before they turn around

with city lights dim and distant

nothing could have prepared him

for the power of that instant

He’d never been so unsure
This was his perfect chance..
heart pounding against his ribs
He’s lost in a mesmerized trance

Her eyes are glittering stars

the waves break against the pier.

Her face shines so sweetly,

and he tries to hide his fear.

reaching behind her head gently..
he’d never felt a connection so deep.
When their lips merely touched,
his heart woke up from its sleep

she captured his love that night

a promise he sincerely kissed

She was not the first; yet was the only

to whom that promise he meant.

Where before there was silence
Now his heart sings songs
Where before he was searching
Now his heart belongs

Where before he was blinded

Now hearts are cut in the sun

Where before there was pain,

now that hurt has been undone

Where before his life was shapeless
Now there is magic in the sky.
And where before he was dead,
Now she has brought him back to life…

She holds that seashell to her ear

weeks & miles from that night

Listening to the same waves as he is

lying under the same moonlight

Hearts cut out of the sun
Shine brightly in the sea
Connected soul to soul;
hearts dancing for eternity

There’s a bottle tossed in the ocean
My heart is the note inside
Seeing destruction & storms all around me
But safe in my own little life
I wrote a plea for help
& desperately corked myself in
knowing my only chance to find it
would be a life or death risk
& the winds rage
& the moon casts spells,
the lightning strikes
& storms swell
the dolphins leap
& the waves roar
till my bottle is hurled
onto a jagged shore
gripped by the clutches of shells & rocks
held captive at the mercy of the sea
….here it rests, & here I wait
for someone to come find & rescue me.
From my crevice, looking out-
I’ve seen so many sights & scenes.
My sighs are lost amid the ocean’s roar
I just hope someday, someone sees
Someone climbing & scaling
Will see me stuck in the cliff
& uncorking the bottle unroll,
& read the message my heart has bled
onto that sacred scroll

oh, climber, oh fisher, oh man of the cliffs
oh fighter, oh hunter, oh whoever he is
please read & understand my heart’s message
& if you can, please, deliver it
deliver it to whom it might concern
deliver it to where the answer lies;
then tell him to find a ship & set sail
to where my empty body tries
where I try to live each day for you
remaining loyal, remaining true
as I try to stay pure so that when you arrive
I have everything to offer you; or, so my empty body tries
Someday my heart will be read & set free
Someday, my beloved will come to me
Someday, oh someday, I will no longer be
In a lonely bottle, tossed in the sea.
~ ~ ~
written by: Lianna Daniel, 2010
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